Touchdown Turnaround

so im finally realizing that i need to get working on my future...not so much my future in general but my future with God...the big man upstairs...ive been kinda neglecting him lately...well not really neglecting just not tuning into his station as often if you catch my drift..hannah kinda reminded me that i should trust in God and listen to him more often..i do need to do so but help is needed in some areas...she also mentioned she thinks im in the way of her and Jesus...it kinda hurt but i could see where shes coming from so i dont know what that means for us just yet...i really hope it doesnt mean an ending...i want to start fresh with her and with God i just dont know if ill get that lucky though