Let's Keep These Teen Hearts Beating Faster Faster

proms coming up and im so excited to see hannah in her new dress! She'll be so gorgeous....i can't wait! i really wish i could have one whole day with her from sunrise to sunset(or at least most of a day with her) where its just us...i often dream about just being with her for a whole day beginning outside playing catch with her softball then going in the pool for a swim and grabbing a picnic-like lunch then coming in to snuggle and watch movies....golly that would be great.

Touchdown Turnaround

so im finally realizing that i need to get working on my future...not so much my future in general but my future with God...the big man upstairs...ive been kinda neglecting him lately...well not really neglecting just not tuning into his station as often if you catch my drift..hannah kinda reminded me that i should trust in God and listen to him more often..i do need to do so but help is needed in some areas...she also mentioned she thinks im in the way of her and Jesus...it kinda hurt but i could see where shes coming from so i dont know what that means for us just yet...i really hope it doesnt mean an ending...i want to start fresh with her and with God i just dont know if ill get that lucky though

All's Well That End's Well

well i recently lost a pretty good friend of mine due to our selflishness and miscommunications. Great guy and all just didnt quite catch everything i threw at him and vice versa...ive realized that losing a friend can actually be tough and its a saddening thing watching other people have to be the "middle men". didnt want to have to put anyone through that but i guess i am. had an interesting thursday. got most of my electronics back to working action and quite satisfied...spent the day with jason applying for jobs and planning my friday...argued with hannah to end the night after younglife...the day was average with a low ending mostly...

Slow And Steady Wins The Race

So far this spring break has exposed me to many a thought. (tickle tickle time spinynerd.... send me a pic! little tickle/// hello you im zack and I like to tickle. tickle time..... COD tickle 4 zack likes boys and tickeling
). Anyways that was Ryan McClelland. This spring break has been slightly depressing and so far lazy. I havent accomplished much besides get my CA I.D and a new social security card. I might be losing a few friends over this break which is saddening but things happen. I got to see my best friend joseph and that experience was a fun one. My girlfriend is off to L.A. for the week so i wont really have anyone to hang out with. I hope things clear up. I need to get my life started soon i only got 8 weeks left. I really hope summer isnt like this spring break. Maybe ill have friends who dont ditch me. but who am i to whine about it. whining shows immaturity but the act of it sometimes helps alleviate the stress and aggravation that this situation brings.

What The Fork?

So RACHEL ENCHILADA came up saturday! Tyler was being his usual grumpy self and decided to sleep so her mikey and I went and got the Blakes :)It was an amazing way to kick off spring break! Happy Easter :)

Sun Rise Sun Set

so today i got to spend time with hannah which was good as usual and i signed up for a gym membership which im pretty stoked about...sounds like a pretty cool day but not for the most...my parents got home and as perverbeal as the sun rising everyday they argued...again...im stuck in this rut really...i know god can help and i want him to but its hard...i dont really have the means to help myself or at least i havent noticed it yet....

Let This Be Not Of Our Hands

haven't wrote a blog in a while eh?
how i feel...i dont knwo what to feel really...im glad to be seeing joseph this weekend...hes really my best buddy who i can tell anything to...i love that guy...i can be so real with him too...so ive been working for god with youth groups and all but thats not really enough...i really want to know what my calling is...im excited to be receiving me birth certificate and social soon so i can snag a job to save money...but for what? the future is full of only god knows what...literally...im nervous....scared...i dont think of myself too highly so i dont think ill have that succesfful of a future...im hoping work crew helps solve those issues...