Another Night Like This,One More Time Now

i know...i get it...right? get over her? stop feeling so down that whole bit...i know i need to stop sitting here complaining...who knows what God's plan is? maybe we will get back together and become some youth minstry leaders somewhere like we had originally planned...maybe we wont..she likes a guy(or so im told) so shes trying to forget...but her friend tells me that is she really loved me that she would miss me and we would end up back together...i hate when i receive advice like that...because then i hold onto that hope where it be false or not and people condemn me for doing so...its God's plan whatever the result...i have to trust in it 100%....but with a posible threat of a divorce between my parents its hard to cope with the fact that shes not there to comfort me...im lucky to know God and ot be leaning on his shoulder right now because i wouldnt make it otherwise...she would definately help but doesnt want to...im afraid of saying it couldnt get any worse because knowing my luck it will...so here i sit again...pondering...contemplating on my future...what about her? and us? what about my family? my careers in life? where will i go? what will i do? friends? all i know is that God states in scripture that he has a plan for us... Jeremiah 29:11 "for i know the plans i have for you declares the lord, plans of good and not evil...to give you future and a hope...Proverbs 3:5-6 "trust in the lord with all your heart and lean now on your own understanding in all your ways acknowledge him and he will make your paths straight" i gope and pray to you my Lord...i gotta stick it out until the end